[ now that's the stuff he likes hearing about. pretty sure none of that is written down in her file. there's a series of messages, a little while later, ]
FROM: big.boss@cdc.org
I didn't say that you should. I have my own comrades to worry about, so I understand. They are important to me, and one of the reasons I am here.
But it looks like we have no choice but to work together, and trust is a two-way street. It takes a lot of effort -- for me, too.
And I know struggling against all this will destroy me, as it has before. I would like to continue surviving, just like you. That's all I want.
I need some peace of mind.
Will you tell me more? About the life you have led.
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FROM: big.boss@cdc.org
I didn't say that you should. I have my own comrades to worry about, so I understand. They are important to me, and one of the reasons I am here.
But it looks like we have no choice but to work together, and trust is a two-way street. It takes a lot of effort -- for me, too.
And I know struggling against all this will destroy me, as it has before. I would like to continue surviving, just like you. That's all I want.
I need some peace of mind.
Will you tell me more? About the life you have led.